Tiffany, you really should reconsider your life choices if you are considering suicide. I know people with better brains than you. And I am talking brain, not just a brain. Not only have I had the pleasure of being associated with the very intelligent (that is how I found you on the phone) but I've had the displeasure of interacting with you. You are extremely smart, even when you are dumb. I could write a book on the dangers of the mentally retarded. The stupid, doped out, emotionally-ill people in this world are a huge problem. This world needs to step back and really look at those who "know" nothing and are out of touch. I am no victim, but I do have very good reasons to believe you could be a danger to yourself and others. You need help. Call somebody. Your life could be saved. In fact, your life may be in danger. There is too much pain in this world, and I am beginning to think that anyone with any intelligence should seriously look into suicide as a solution. It is always a great solution if you make it really look like an accident. I am talking about this because it concerns me and it is a big problem. You are only harming yourself if you do this. I think you know this. But you are still going to be dead. I think that your life would be saved if you were to move. And move in with people who actually care. I know you want to move on, but you must do it in a smart way. You may want to move, but your life is not worth a damn at this point. And the person who will have the hardest time after you are gone will be your best friend. She will be left with memories of you, and your body will be found with all sorts of things like razor blades and bottles of pills in her mouth. So I'm going to say this again: Call somebody. I can't tell you why any more than I can tell you why I care so much. But I do care about you and your life. And I'm really worried that you might be a danger to yourself. If you aren't a danger now, I would like to know who else is in danger and why you are hanging out with them. This is all a major problem. I need to know what you are up to. You are so lucky to be alive. And that's the way you should be living. I can't keep writing all day, so I'm going to stop. I have to get to bed. I hope you get help. You really don't want to live the way you are. It is a shame. --Vinc_K Vinc: vincekaz@juno.com http://www.vinc.com Tiffany ______________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com ************************************************************************** This e-mail is the property of Enron Corp. and/or its relevant affiliate and may contain confidential and privileged material for the sole use of the intended recipient (s). Any review, use, distribution or disclosure by others is strictly prohibited. If you are not the intended recipient (or authorized to receive for the recipient), please contact the sender or reply to Enron Corp. at enron.messaging.administration@enron.com and delete all copies of the message. This e-mail (and any attachments hereto) are not intended to be an offer (or an acceptance) and do not create or evidence a binding and enforceable contract between Enron Corp. (or any of its affiliates) and the intended recipient or any other party, and may not be relied on by anyone as the basis of a contract by estoppel or otherwise. Thank you. ************************************************************************** Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com