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of
seeing two black lines, I actually see
this.
In this picture, we only have
one black line. So, when I took
that picture of that plate I
knew I had to get back to
camp.
If I didn't
understand this, I had to try again.
If I had to do a second
try, I wanted to take that time
to make sure I knew what I
was doing.
My mother was very excited when she
saw how much
I was learning and how fast I was
going. I don't think she ever
said anything like "slow down"
or "you're never going to use
this in a million years." So,
she was just excited and
very excited that she was able to
watch me on video every
time I was trying to solve
these problems.
I knew I could do it. I could
understand
these concepts.
And after a couple of weeks,
they
asked me to show them something
that I had
worked out and was
excited about.
That's how I knew I was doing
something that they were not.
And so, that's a big
moment for me.
It was a big moment.
That was something that I
didn't think I could do at first
but
after a while, I really started
to get into it
and I really liked it.
And then I started looking up
topics online to try
to see if there was any other
things I could do with that.
To see if there was any other
things I could do.
So, I went on this site, the
Math Olympiad
International Team, and I started
seeing videos from these
other teams. These
other great people trying to
figure out
who else would be good
at math. And I started seeing
other people.
As I was
continuing to learn and
understand more, I was
getting into more complex stuff,
more advanced
stuff, and all of a sudden
these other
teams started winning medals.
People who had never really
competed in math
or even learned the subject and
they started
winning medals and doing well.
That's what
led me to apply to
Olympiad Team USA.
I didn't
necessarily want to go to the
Olympic
games, I wanted to do it to
compete with the top
teams in the
world, but at the same
time to be
better than
those teams. So, I
decided to put in an
application to be on the team.
And I saw that not
only was the math team a part
of it
but that they also had a
technology team and I knew I
loved science so
I also thought,
"That's probably a good
opportunity for me as well." I
didn't
know if I could be good at it.
I knew I wasn't at
the top level of skill, but I
knew that if I had more
time, I'd eventually learn
what I
needed to know. So, I applied
and I had such a great experience
that
I also wanted to be part of
that team. I just didn't know
what
my exact career would be.
I
didn't know if I would end up
working
on a team, or if I would keep
doing math.
I just
didn't know what
would come after
high school. I knew I wanted to
get
a job that was
math-based, I knew I wanted to
do something related to math and
tech
and things that
my brain was
most comfortable doing,
but I had no idea
what that was.
So, I just put in the
application to
the technology team.
I didn't
know what was
going to happen with
the other side of my
application for the math team.
When I
got accepted to
Olympiad Team USA, I was so
excited.
I thought, "Oh my gosh, this is
going to be so great.
I'm
so excited to see what's in
store for me
when I get there and the
things that I can do."
That was
a big time for
me because I wasn't
always excited about
math.
I didn't
have a particular
passion for it.
When I
started applying, I was
excited and
thrilled. But I
was nervous because
it's not a
classroom-type environment.
There are going to be people who
are much smarter than me
that I'll have to compete with.
And
I think I was scared that I
wouldn't know
enough to know I had
what it took to be
competitive with them.
And I knew I had to show that
that I did know what it took to
be competitive with them.
In order to
be successful in math and
science, you have to
know how to learn and retain
the
information that you have
been given.
And if you don't know how to
learn, then you're not going to
learn the
information you need.
It was like I was
going to go to this new country
that I knew
very little about.
And I was going to have to
start over from
the beginning and try to
figure out who I was
and what I was going to do.
I was really excited about
that.
So, it
was very exciting.
I had a
huge sense of
hype because
I didn't know exactly what I
was going to
be doing and I
was excited.
At first, I didn't really
know much about any of the
other members
of my team.
Most of them were very
interesting to me and I
talked to them and they
were interesting, but I didn't
have much in common with them.
And even when they were
talking to me, I felt
like
they were talking
to a different person from
myself.
I didn't
know it was me talking
to a different person.
And that was a weird
feeling to be like
"I don't know who you are,
but I know we're
communicating right now,
so I know you."
I didn't know any of them
personally, and some of them I
hadn't
known until we started
working
together and
became closer.
Because of the way I was put
together, I had
trouble
making friends with other
people because I would always be
trying
to make friends with
everyone. I really was
just trying to get to
know people and be
friends with them.
And because we were so
diverse, it was
hard.
It was
hard to
find people who we
weren't very similar to and we
would be compatible with.
In the end, it wasn't necessarily
difficult because
we were so different.
I don't know why I put
up with that so long because
nobody
should ever have to try to be
friends with a white guy.
That's
just weird to me.
But that was the problem.
Not
having anything in common with
any of the
other members of my
team, I ended up
focusing on my
relationships with
the
Olympiad Team USA
staff.
Because I was having to create
so many
friends with these other
students, it was hard
to find people who I
didn't know that well,
who I didn't know very well,
who
I knew
really well.
I think
it was so
easy for me
to get
friendships
with the staff
and
volunteers
because we spent so